It's hard to look at myself and see beauty, when I can feel all my flaws.
It's hard to think of you and accept the fact that you are so different now.
It's hard to know that he lives three states away.
It's hard to think that a connection, undeniable and so fiery, could be with someone who hurts me so bad.
It's hard to understand what drives my feelings and my actions.
It's hard to say no. It's harder to say yes.
It's hard to believe you are a better person, you were so good before, I think you were better then.
It's hard to watch you fall for me.. when you are worth so much, and I am not for you.
It's hard to be nice, when I am angry at other people, I'm sorry I took it out on you.
It's hard to smile when I want to cry. It's hard to be happy when I'm not.
It's hard to feel so alone.
So true.
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