Wednesday, January 25, 2012

on love, in sadness

It hurts so bad, why did this have to happen? I love you so much still. I gave you everything I had and I completely let you into my heart. I can't go an hour without thinking about you or wishing I could talk to you. I know you know me well enough to picture me sitting here, writing this. I'm on my bed, wet hair from the shower, and it hurts. You broke my heart. You did me so wrong, you don't treat the girl you love like that! Even if you were hurt, you would not, should not have treated me like that. I want you to love me still, I want you to come to me and apologize and try to get back together with me. We planned a future! We were going to get married and have kids and live in a beautiful house and kiss each other every minute. Don't truly take this away, please tell me you still love me. I just need you to show me you won't ever treat me like that again, show me you are sorry. I don't want to hurt anymore, I want to feel your arms around me and kiss you lips and look into your eyes. You told me you loved me, and I believed you. But you treated me like someone you never loved. We all make mistakes, but you need to let me be me and love me for that. You know that you were the only one, I did so much to show you, I made it clear! You let me go, you should have never let me go! I want you to fight for me, show me you really love me...

But maybe you never did.

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